the Third Time I Tried to Leave

It was early January when I was told that he was going to be leaving town in the middle of a snow storm to "go and help a friend" move a vehicle back to Denver.

But the real truth was he was driving to Alamosa to move his daughter and her mother back to Denver. 

He then chose to move them both into his friends house without mentioning a word to me. 

It was my birthday and instead of coming home and celebrating my birthday. He decided to take $800 of my money and drive his daughters mom and him up to Black Hawk for the night.

I then sat alone in his home, for two weeks without hearing a single word from him. 

I then again for a 3rd time decided that staying in his house was no longer where I needed to be.

He was supposed to be checking into rehab. In the next couple of days. And I once again planned to start packing my belongings to put into storage and I had planned to stay with a r friend for another month while I waited for my townhome to open  up again for the person who I sublet it to fulfill his last month stay.

One day as I was packing he came back to his home and this time with his daughter. He began to apologize again, making the same excuses. 

I tried very hard again to stand on my own two feet and not let his manipulation hold me back.

To avoid the continued conflict I decided to take off and try and avoid contact with him while he was there.

I told his friend, the same friend that assured me that he wouldn't take his own life, called me in a panic and told me that I needed to come back to the house it was true what I was saying and he pulled the trigger with the gun pointed to his head but the gun misfired and didn't go off....